fauntom

damn it's terrible, frustrating!
 this feeling of not being able to draw, or do any progress in art and just myself. 
i can't pull myself together to do anything, and have't been able since December last year. 
i was so close to have found MY style. MY art just... everything i had searched for. 
not even when i was depressed i had an artblock this big. 

start on a project, get lost... start on new project, gets lost again...starts over again on something else, gets lost... just a circle i cant break...  

im acutally really scared if this is just the beginning of being an adult, if this is just the start of 
me falling out of my creative zone and doing what i always have loved and breathed for. 
if art is not what am supposed to do. i am afraid... sad and frustrated.